So, I started this journey to learn Ashtanga Yoga to develop my own daily yoga practice and to apply the discipline learned through this practice to my dance training, and ultimately my life. I wanted to develop not only muscular conditioning in my aging body, but to develop my mind as well. I was searching for things I believed were not inside me. I was looking to acquire characteristics I thought were outside me.
Discipline.
Duty to self.
Duty to dance/tradition.
Surrender of ego.
Bhakti or engagement with God.
What I am discovering is these elements already live within me. I just need to learn how to engage them.
Today is turning out to be a very special day. It is day 10 out of 30. In day ten I learned how large the universal consciousness is and how small but important I am in it. I learned that being hyper-flexive is not a curse - it just can provide for alignment challenges. Today I learned that I CAN do Tryanga Mukhaikapada Paschimottanasana (I couldn't when I started the course). I above all learned that secret journey of learning any yoga, whether it is dance, art, or cooking..etc...is to release that ego and to focus on the task. Focus devoid of glory or self adoration, focus truly to its employment, engaged fully in the pursuit of that endeavor regardless of what end it brings to you. This is the full definition of what
Discipline is
Duty is
Surrender is
Bhakti is
A good day...
Namaste,
Christy